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the pain so strong i can’t keep my eyes off it
i always waste away
whatever tranquil time i have
it isn’t as if i hate it
or anything, but
i want to melt away
all the ill feelings
i have hidden away from me.
i feel that if i searched,
i would find more places
i could be,
but there are some things
i can only understand by
honing myself,
such as the moon, which
stings bleeding into me, or
my own inextinguishable soul,
wielding its unavoidable blaze.
i don’t want to rid myself
of any of the wounds
i’ve suffered up until now,
even though all i wish for
is to see you again…
everything dives into
the emptiness
opened up inside of me.
chasing after the ticks in time,
the ever increasing lies,
i’ll strike forth without using
any unnecessary magic.
until i reach the end,
this is my empty resolution.
locked in the frustration
of being chained,
unable to move either in
the distant sky
or close universe
i call to the sleeping air
and disappear into noise.
whatever tranquil time i have
it isn’t as if i hate it
or anything, but
i want to melt away
all the ill feelings
i have hidden away from me.
i feel that if i searched,
i would find more places
i could be,
but there are some things
i can only understand by
honing myself,
such as the moon, which
stings bleeding into me, or
my own inextinguishable soul,
wielding its unavoidable blaze.
i don’t want to rid myself
of any of the wounds
i’ve suffered up until now,
even though all i wish for
is to see you again…
everything dives into
the emptiness
opened up inside of me.
chasing after the ticks in time,
the ever increasing lies,
i’ll strike forth without using
any unnecessary magic.
until i reach the end,
this is my empty resolution.
locked in the frustration
of being chained,
unable to move either in
the distant sky
or close universe
i call to the sleeping air
and disappear into noise.